Gone forever but always in my heart.
This is going to be one of those rare occasions when I actually get to open up about myself. For the past couple of weeks I have been feeling a bit off, like I was not myself. Now I swear I am not an emotional person, I've only ever had two or three of these unusual moments. I suppress my feelings so much that sometimes I think I'm some robot. I will admit I was never like this but two years ago on this day I shut down, it happened over night. Heartbreak, love, forever, relationships no matter how much it hurt or what I saw my friends going through I was always optimistic. "If it wasn't better it wasn't the end" was my motto. The only reason I kept being so open minded was because of my aunt, more like my second mother really. This woman was one of the strongest women I will ever know as long as I shall live. She loved with all her heart and she lived everyday like it was her last day to live. Two years ago she passed away and I think a part of me died with h...